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*WISHING UPON A STAR*

[1]Surfer's Paradise white plain high-top sneakersFULFILLED! ;D
[2]Mini Toons aquamarine laces for wish no. [1]FULFILLED! ;D
[3]Troubling A Star by Madeleine L' Engle.
[4]More dresses and skirts.
[5]CDs:
[a]Nancy DrewFULFILLED!
[b]Stardust, Enchanted (both not out yet)
[c]Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
[d]A Cinderella Story
[e]Agent Cody Banks
and that's the end of my selfish wishlist
*FAERY GODMOTHERS*

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*lidan!
*fiona!
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Thursday, April 19, 2007 - :

This is my 40th post, but I'm not going to commemorate it by celebrating raucously or anything. I'm going to be sad -real sad, regretful, et cetera- because that's how I feel. And I'm going to reflect on my life, and not try not to hide anything (that's not TOO secretive. Like maybe who I really really like. But who CARES. <3).

I would like you to go to Haru's blog, and read what she calls an angst post... But I find it a story that could be literature, honestly, Haru. I have taken it to heart and I have decided to say sorry for not being there for you when you needed a friend (even if you didn't need one, sometimes I wasn't there at all) and for not understanding.

I realized that you were my first friend in the GEP. I sat next to you on the first day of school, remember? And honestly at first I didn't know how important that was. But Haru, just tell me if you think I'm not being a good friend and I'll try to be one.

I'm sorry to hear that I was one of the "good" people that abandoned you. Sometimes I feel that I need to move on and make more friends or maybe I just didn't know you well enough. Too true, till this day I don't even know your favourite colour, Haru! =__(

But this post isn't going to be all apologize-ish, because there are some people not involved in this.

So I'm going to say what I think about the GEP.

Coming into the GEP has been both a blessing and a curse for me. A blessing, because I met some really nice people like the aforementioned Haru, Kira and Nikki, etc., and I also built up my confidence and self-esteem. Trust me. If you could have seen the quiet chrysalis (well, I wasn't one, but I was practically hidden in one) I was when I was young you wouldn't have recognized me. And I used to compare myself with popular, prettier girls but now I've stopped because I learnt my lesson that not all popular, pretty girls are pretty on the inside.

That's the curse.

It's like apples. A pretty apple can have half a worm inside (no offence, JC!) or even one complete one (I think the former's worse, tho), and they're never completely what you think they are. I met some people whom I thought were my good honest friends, but to them ridiculing and hurting other people before saying just sorry is chicken feet (no pun intended) or something. Like it doesn't matter.

Kita, I doubt you even know how it feels to have who you thought was a friend to go around having what you don't have like being popular, having loads of friends and going to everyone's house (well, almost) and stuff. To me you're like the apple I said, but of course the inside has Medusa's head in it.

A REAL CAN OF WORMS, as Mrs. Simon pointed out.

And I never thought in GEP I would experience all this -nice friends, ROTTEN APPLES and maybe even losing my self-esteem sometimes. I thought GEP would be a window to becoming loads smarter and going to a top school like my brother did. Seriously. But GEP ain't as simple as that.

And if you think this post is a whole lot of crap I can tell you that everything, seriously EVERYTHING in it...

Was true.


Grace blogged at 1:01 AM